You

You dodged my logic You drove my ego down You seen my potential You said hell no I’ll kill it Childhood upheaval the blame Mother forsaken your innocence Resentment; every cutie gotta render Pay the piper of your hatred, Your hatred of women existence Numb to affection like a heroin high Heroine slave to your cold heartless Mislaying myself to your inner demons “Whatever you like” to gain your attention Bargaining my spirit to accomplish minimum Minimum of force to catch my woes Reckless to the idea of my needs Leaving me in love alone Left me to fend for your presence Searching for me…I’m lost into you….