Years Flew By Fast

Time sure does go by fast, Can't believe it's been six years, Seems like it was just yesterday, That I helped form all your tears, Tears from being hurt by me, Because I'm stupid in so many ways, Blinded by the evil that clouded my view, I sit here alone dreading another day, I know nothing I say will help me, It's already been written in stone, I messed up the great life of mine, My punishment is I will die alone, So yes I expect this punishment now, I mean who would want to be let down, By someone that is supposed to love you, Instead I pushed her to the ground, I thought I'd be able to forgive myself, But forgiveness is no where to be seen, I wish time would just slow down, Or at least wake me from this dream!! 4/19/19