Wrong Choices

Wrong choices, why do I make them? Wrong choices, I let fear run my life, Wrong choices, anxiety knocked , I answered, Wrong choices, flight or fight, I chose flight... Wrong choices, I'm so stupid, I don't know better, Wrong choices, my heart beat like a drum, Wrong choices, that may work for some, But I know better, my self esteem is gone... I sat in the school, read that syllabus, I felt the fear, The truth, the reasons, I don't want to hear, All I knew was I was running away, again, How do I explain this one? I'm a failure to myself.. Wrong choices, will I ever learn? Fear, anxiety, won, Maybe I'm not cut out for success after all....