Written Words

Thought it might help me tonight If I at here and just write About how my life I've since lost sight Don't know what to do anymore Nothing seems right Losing any and all strength here I have no more might Words can sometimes help heal The wounds that had cut so deep But these words aren't helping me here tonight I feel like I must weep But do you think tears coming down from my eyes that seep Will be what helps me here No it just causes more sadness And more fear I've successed at failing And have failed at being a success My life before wasn't my own to lead Now my heart is lieing in wait It's already began to bleed For my heart will never be freed For the love I have for someone To which I don't know if he feels the same He's the one I let get away And now I live with that shame You know who you are so I don't have to say your name No the writing of these words tonight Still didn't make anything I've done right They didn't give me peace They didn't let my mind by forever quiet All that could only come from time spent with you Funny what a few simply spoken words from you could do For me Before why couldn't we see What we had been searching for all along In everyone we met We had right here in us And we let time pass by like a phantom jet God I miss you Somewhere inside me it's saying You are missing me to I'm scared Never had feelings like this before Taken a hold of my heart, of my soul This time we need not shut the door Let our hearts be free and soar Then these written words I would need no more