Write and Ruin It

here i am writing you told me to i'm listening you bought me this book I love it i thought if i never looked at it it'd stay new like it was when it last touched you i have a thing for keeping things new... i said i'd write and ruin it you said please write and ruin it so i did yet I didn't... i love you baby i love you jeremy you make me beautiful I thought you should know you make me beautiful you sang about an ocean and mountain an ever changing running away ocean and a mountain that always stays you always stay thank you for every time you stay and I love you for that jeremy see? it's written in but not ruined, hundreds of times poems about you spilled from my pen hundreds of rhymes about you but never your name this is the first time your name any name ever dared be in my poem and its yours, it is yours, it is yours and it feels so at home. thank you for putting my poems to paper again