Wow

I applaud you with congrats, you came first again ripping out my heart again and again- with a spoon so the dull pain was imbearable and you had to watch me suffer, watch me bleed before your demonic eyes, all over misinterpreted excuses. You lie. And you place the blame on me, how cold can your heart get? Latching onto any confidence of mine and killing it- silently in words that you don't say words that I once ignored, once, twice and now I'm the fool I'm the fool with her heart open the fool who fell in love and out of it but once you fall again- you're out. You're either stuck in the vision of hope or lost in the forest of regret. Without a compass, no sense of direction, it's all gone. The feelings' numb, I no longer know what it is to feel love, to trust, you took that all away from me just like you have every time.