Wow

You love me. Deeply, truly, a bond so strong there holding us together. I never realized how much. I never realized unspoken bonds holding us that Ihave stretched and pulled to their breaking point. My previous actions and thoughts leaving such deep scars somehow matching the depth of your love. I never realized how much pain I caused. The hurt still fresh in your eyes as I beg you to look at me. I want to kiss away this pain as if a scraped knee on a young child. I want to turn back time, knowing all I now know to redo my actions. Never before has someone loved me enough to let me in, but let out their pain because of me... And still love me. Knowing someone so well, holding onto this bond so strong and yet not wanting it to slip away. We've shared so much. We've been here for each other through thick and thin. We're cut from the same mold. We've also caused each other pain, but we still go on, still come back and still love each other. I've never meant to push you away. I never meant to cause doubts to race through your mind. My love is so deep I'd give the world to you to fill the gaps where the pain resides. I want so much for us, for you. Wow... To see clearly after being selfish, being out for mine. We'll make it through. We have love.