World of Terror

My heart is broke I fell the urge to choke i am left alone in this world of terror its horrible a true horror I need help escaping this pain I need it yet i decline it over and over again please forgive me for what I have done please let this action not affect no one I'm done with this life and this is final I will die tonight no matter the pain, whether its by blood loss or trauma to the spinal Fear not for I will be just fine i wont be in pain, just tanning in the sunshine