Words Kill

Ripples some call years I counted Pain's nipples time sucked feeding years Silence shouted For whispers to die ,my ears married to sound Pain didn't stop ,the rain of tears The laughter of your peers The thread of thoughts wiring my memory Naked in front of my mirror Perfect missing only I see is my shapeless figure Nude my esteem staggering reaching for a pillar To hold onto to ,to survive the storm Showers of your words that left me torn Anti clockwise from the origin To a negative mind state, I found a region A pelvis of your wicked reasons Down my eyes followed by my sleepy breasts Trying to hide lines time has left on my thighs You thought I was a mine And you the right one To crush me and draw the line dig holes of doubt never asking if I'm fine Your words killed my smile Now only I see is my shapeless figure And love nothing but a lie