Words I Could Never Say

I want to tell him something, Its eating me up inside. Rendering me completely powerless, Playing games with my mind. I want him to be with me, More than anything in the world. Just to hear him say, That Im his baby girl. The feel of him around, Makes my body turn numb. If he could only see it, If he would only come. I can see him in my future, For the rest of my life. I can hear him asking me, Will you be my wife? All I can really do is wait, For him to notice; to see. Who I am on the inside, Not who he thought I would be.