Wondering

Wondering what you're doing. Wondering what you're thinking. Wondering if you miss me the way I miss you. Every time I think of your kisses. I want to cry more. Every time I think of your hugs. I want to be held by you. Everything isn't all about me. Everything doesn't go around me. I want to know how you feel & I want to know how you think. I want to sit down & talk with you. Like two normal people. No tears, No raised voices. Two people in love having a conversation. I want to feel your hand touch mine, Just in case I cry. But I want to cry my pain away. But at the same time I don't. Not in front of you at least. I want to kiss your cheek. I want to kiss your nose. Something I've only done with you...