Without You

I no I shouldn't think like this, Its not how it should be. I really shouldn't hurt this much Its clearly not meant to be. If loving you was easy I'd have given up the fight. But the fact that I cant have you makes me need you in my life. Its an endless battle, Surviving just about. The pain that creeps in to my bones makes me unable to go without. Holding you in my arms so tight, Never wanting to let go.. listening to your heart beat what your thinking I'l never know. But all you asked was for a friend and nothing else you'll have. I can never be the one that you want to hold your hand. I don't know how I can let you go or change where my heart does lie. All i know is that without you my heart would break in time. Its scary how this could happen because its you and me. For this buried deep dark secret keeps me from you & you from me. Without you I am nothing. Together we rule the world. But theres things I will never tell you Because without you... Theres no me.