Without

Six long months I've lived without Your smile, your touch, your kiss. It gets easier, they say Yet you I'll always miss. Is it because you're my first love? First kiss, first smile, first touch? Or is it because you're just someone I'll always love so much? You were my world, my heart, my soul, My everything; my passion. But I was just your love affair, Your temporary distraction. You say that what you felt was real You say that it was true, But it would be impossible to love As much as I loved you. Although that I am happy now, My days they feel complete, I cannot help but think of you; My daily thoughts are not discreet. I wonder what you're doing now, If your happiness is real. I wonder if you miss me at all And the way I made you feel. We had our good times, lots of bad, We both know that is true. But we were feeling good before I suddenly lost you. Of all the things I said and did, My one biggest regret Was pushing you away by starting Fights, and making you upset. Although it was my fault I said I'd change And begged for one more chance, But you discarded me and would not Let us have our final dance. Though I will always care for you I need to let you go. Holding onto memories kills me, But I am stronger than you know.