Withdrawn Love.

Is love of only things in reflection of lives withdraw of happiness? knowing not if truly recognized in my own conception dare i speak of what verify or falsify that draw near? Time come and time passed, i fancy vainly of loves hold. In all honesty i have been in position to be loved as have been loved yet restless i become. Nonexistent lay any thought of there unworthiness for this has not the truth of thought. In all regards i have all the responsibility taken on to none other then myself. A dreamers dream of love i do weep, in sadness i may never keep. Is love of only things in reflection of lives withdraw of happiness or be it unlike any reality ever conceived?