Wishing I Never Lost You

I feel a tear run down my cheek Not even realizing I'm crying These little memories make me weak No matter how hard I'm trying You are always on my heart But not always on my mind It wasn't like that at the start Now I've had to leave the pain behind I know I'll never move on But I know I've changed how I feel Because I couldn't believe you are gone And now I know it's for real It doesn't hurt any less I've just gotten used to pushing it away Because I can't be a tragic mess Every single waking day No I have to carry on again Even though I don't want to All I want to do is think of then And wishing I never lost you