Wishful Thinking Brings Only Sorrow

There is no longer any sign of hope, The truth of reality are to much to bare, My mangled mind can no longer cope, As i am filled with nothing but despair. I long for the fortune of a normal life, To bare a babe surely a women’s right, So long my womb craves to hold a life, To broken to hold the purist of light. The loneliness of a solo fight, My life alone no love from my child, A life to be filled with only pain in sight, I often wonder how my child would smile, I question myself why bother to carry on, The only bind my word keeps me here i say, All of us lie maybe i could be sly a lie just one, But my soul would be the one to pay so they say, Could or would the one end my constant anguish, But he’s wrath would mark me eternally condemned, I could fight again but will my hope be vanquished, Regardless of it all i am certain i will reach a bitter end.