Wish Two

the second I pick up this pen the trembling in my hand - it happens again the millisecond I think to wonder why I am not writing the knots in my stomach - it happens again it all happens again luckily I feel rain again thankfully I am not submerged in Earth again praying for you if that is the last thing I am capable of if this is the only thing I do..or the only thing I can do still, I pray harder and I dig deeper Wish Two this one is for you refuse my red roses if you will but just open this envelope if for nothing else join forces with me praying that the rain that I feel no longer feels the same you are brave for loving me i pray you make it out alive wish two has been granted