Will I Ever Get To See You Again

There was a time when I didn't have much to care about even with people all around me and now it seems like I have to much to care about but where is everyone today my life was suddenly turned upside down spinning out of control then one day from out of the blue I thought of the time I spent with you even though our time together was short lived it had so much to give and the memories came pouring in my mind and out of my eyes all of a sudden I realized you were more to me than just another guy or friend I can't help but wonder will I ever get to see you again? Most of our time was spent talking on the phone but there were also the moments we spent alone I remember holding each other close whenever we were near never wanting to let go cause we knew we couldn't hold each other come tomorrow we didn't get to see each other very much and damn it now I wish to God we had stayed in touch something here has got to give I'm running out of things to believe in that's why I pray everyday for an answer to my question will I ever get to see you again? I think of the time where we watched the game with your friends and family and then with no kind of planning we were alone together and we spent our first and only night holding one another tight untill the morning I remember how when we looked deep into each others eyes for me life stopped for a moment at that time and it was you that had my hyponotized oh so many butterfiles it has taken this long for me to realize that never has anyone taken me there again my biggest mistake I've ever made was not telling you how I truely felt I couldn't put it in the right words because I really wasn't sure of my emotions thought it was just what was happening in the moment and give time I would be alright never did I believe now I would be in such torment the pain of not knowing will I ever get to see you again? Need to find you to let you know that you are the only one I could never let go and I really do love you so oh somebody please help me find the answers because I do need to know will I ever get to see you, hold you, tell you I am in love with you again? If so when?