Wild Domicile

I prefer my home and family buttoned down rather than too wild and disorderly, disheveled and irrational. I prefer natural order and shades of color and dialects and economic/political vocations and sequential rules of nutrition-producing order, and yet wonder, too. I have been hurt by too much wild struggling against my too much gay with fear that loss of homophobia, struggling with fear and anger about my too-wild sexuality, might self-recruit toward loving bisexuality, poly and/or meta-sexuality, a co-arising ecopolitical co-gravitation without fear and anger boundaries might open your close-pen toward boundless love. Too wild these fears and angers scare me, preferring my home and family more multiculturally transformed to optimally button down our polypathic wild.