Why Wont She Understand

I fell in love with you, now how do i explain I'm reaching out to you, don't push me away... You doubt me again, and again, and again, You say you love me, but its another story the next day I'd never go down on my knee to pray Come sunshine, come rain... But I'd do anything just so you could stay, Did we not make a vow, 'in happiness and in pain'? Then why won't you understand what I'm trying to say? Do i strip naked, yawa, people call me insane? Will you then, Lolo. The flower of May? Your words penetrate deep into my soul, In my heart it's digging a big hole. But of course you won't understand... Stupid me, just there, holding on to that thing in my hand. I'm afraid of losing you, I'd be lost too. Poor heart, will she ever understand what you're going through?