Why Oh Why

Take me down easy, say Im nothing but a sleazy, that in my heart I've gone insane; It makes no sense to me, why you just had to be free, so put a bullet in my brain. For that day you broke my heart, my life you ripped apart, as slowly you walked out that door; In my mind I was mad, in my heart I was truly sad, what was you leaving me for? Was there another man? Please share so I can understand, why to me you are so very cold; Is it because of my past, that our love couldn't last, or am I just getting to old? Please open up your heart, share all not just a part, so I can understand why; You say you don't want to be married, our love to hard to carry, our relationship in your eyes has died. So for now as I close my eyes, I feel the sting of the tears I cry, as I lay alone in my bed; It hurts me deep inside, from my feelings I can not hide, alone, , , , , I would rather be dead.