Why Mom

Its almost been 3 years Since you left us here alone Why did u have to go? I need you now like I always have No matter how much pain you caused You took my heart and shattered it Mom We were supposed to be your everything We are all u should have needed Why did u let yourself fall? I tried to hold you up no matter how young I was I feel like I wasnt good enough But I know it was the drug That made you mean There are some things I wish I never seen I'm getting older now I'm 23 I got a beautiful baby girl u never got to see I was 6 months pregnant when u left me All alone and scared not knowing what to do And all I really needed was YOU You dont know the pain you've caused me to feel every single day My emotions are like a game I never want to play I dont want to handle the pain It cuts like a knife so deep inside Mom Why? We loved u so much and never got a chance to show it Why did u have to go and leave us here alone? Amanda Fisher January 2009