Why I Was Only 4

All the hurt in my heart,all the hate i have for you i never thought i could forgive you for what you have done to me i dont remember you or who you are or who you were all i know is that you really hurt me when i was 4 tell 12 and i block it out tryd not to remember but now its alll comeing back to me in flash backs and it really hurts .. why would you do that to a 4 year old it hurts to know some one could do that it disgusts me just thinking about it.. i wish i would have known what was going on so i could tell my parents what you did to me but i didnt know what was going on i allways would block it out so i wouldnt remember but now its all comeing back i really hurt inside i cant trust any one because of you its hard to forgive some one who hurt you so much you didnt think that id figure out what you were doing to me but now i do and i hope god will punish you for what you have done im really hurt and can never trust because of you...