Why Cant I Find Love

Why is it I cant find love? Is it because I am a good man? Is it because I will never disrespect a woman Or is it because I will even search the vast deserts Of galaxies that exist in this universe Looking for the perfect woman That God wants to keep hidden from me? Is that not what a woman wants? These questions keep me analyzing On why love doesn’t turn out what you expect it to be. Why is it that broken hearts are never justified? I have indeed experienced the reincarnations of lost souls Better yet broken hearts. Have I deserved to be treated so wrongly by the woman of my past? Or was it that God has placed a curse upon me? and the only way to break that curse is that my love for the perfect woman must be true and real. Endless questions without answers keep popping into my confused mind where did I go wrong in my relationships? Why is it that I have to look for a woman That is not so scandalous? Why is that everyone else seems happy And I don’t? All I know it has been one long year And women like that? Should not exist in this world Because messing with a mans heart And his desire for somthin he loves Has to be an unnatural ability Which leads me back to my first question Why cant I find love?