Why

I stand and look into the mirror Watching me fall apart Why can't I keep it together Like how I did in the start. Why am I feeling down Why am I feeling bound Why am I feeling so alone When I have family and friends around. I can't bother anymore I really feel to give up Anger, Tears, Fears At the brink to erupt. No one understands No one's ever there And sometime I think that No one really cares I try, I really do But I guess they are in vain Non existence or Invisible? To me they're all the same. All i see are passing faces Fake embraces Plastic smiles With hearts so vile Why does my life have to be so crappy? Why can't I be happy? Would it be better if died? The question still remains . WHY?