Why

Why you is all i ask I really just wanna know why Why do i miss you Why do i think about you Why do i still love you even though you've hurt me I'm in love with the man in with He makes me so happy He is the first to steal my heart completely The first I'm truly willing to marry He's my heart, my soul, my everything and everything is what we share Yet you come into the picture I can't let you go I'm deeply in love with you both With him i am happy as can be with you i am practically carefree we have our ups and downs him and I and he's hurt me over and over again But his many mistakes never compare to your one which hurt on deeper level i didn't know existed Him and i have a deep loving connection I'd never risk for nothing But something about draws me in When both of you look at me i feel naked But with you it's not my body exposed but my soul I just want to know why why this consistent confusion between you two why do i love you both Why does what you did hurt more why do i still desire your company and presence when i know you will be the end to the wonderful thing i have with him