Why?

Why is this feeling happening to me? Why am i feeling sad, When I should be feeling glad? Why do I feel abandoned by the people I know? My friends, My family, The ones I love? I know they care, Or at least they say they do. So why do I feel this way? Devoured in sadness, like the ocean's blue? Why is this emotion killing me? Why can't I find my way out? Out of the darkness, and into the light? I need light in my life. So why do I feel this way, The way that I do? I miss that one special person, The one that I would say to "I love you".