Why

Why ? Why do you torment me, with your words and actions? Everything you ever said, I have racing through my head I am trying to over analyze, at least that’s what I have been told I keep thinking or rethinking everything I ever said or did. But I keep coming up short, for the answers I long to have. Your words and your actions dont add up, and in my mind 1 and 1 doesn’t equal 2 How did I get to such a confusing place ? Thought the lines were very distinct. Guess they weren’t. Or maybe they were but you moved them, and I crossed some invisible boundary I didn’t know was there. I am not sure what the hell happened here How long am I going to let your words and actions torment me? How long until I just give up altogether ? I think I just did.