Who's To Blame

What's the point in trying to picc the worser of two evils? Like trying to decide the sharpest point of two needles. Know i should've taken a left, when i chose to go right. But you shouldn't have tried to make two wrongs equal a right. You lied, and i cheated, but you cheated, and i lied. You gave up, we made up, then i gave up, but i tried. The bond we built fell apart, and it wasnt my doing. Im not blaming you, but now our relationship is in ruins. I neglected you, know i didnt pay you attention. You werent there for me, in my time of need, you came up missing. You couldnt talk to me, and when you tried, i wouldn't hear it. Let other people in your head, you welcomed interference. We both disrespected our friendship, and betrayed our trusts. After we let fear and caution both delay our love. If it's true that time heals all, we'll lose the pain. But often i still sit up and wonder, who's to blame!?!