Who Will Notice

Here I sit on the couch, all alone, Keeping to myself, why should I mingle? Who will notice me, If I would conversate? To many people Im just better off invisible. Why should I smile? Would it matter to anyone? I have nothing to offer, Im not educated enough, all my life I was ignored, I grew up with unspeakable pain, My brothers and sister were all to busy for me. WHo will notice if I was gone forever? Many times I wished I could jump a plane, and just go off by myself, to get away, But I know that's not in the plans, Oh Well I guess I will have to deal with the stares, laughs anyways..