Who Is This Person Inside of Me?

Who is this person inside of me? Filled with so much hate. I do not know who you are anymore. From so kind and loving to so hateful and coldhearted. Who is this person inside of me? Once not afraid of anything. Now afraid of it all. Who have I become? Why did it all change? Who is this person inside of me? Once on top,smart, and strong. Now almost at rock bottom and weak. What am I doing to myself? Who is this person inside of me? A person who once loved attention, Now pushing everyone away. It's like the world has come to an end for me. I don't know what to do except wonder, Who is this person inside of me? How do people deal with me? At least the ones that are still around. I can't even look in the the mirror anymore and tell myself "I'm Proud!" I am very disappointed in what I see. Only because the person I'm looking at I know can't possibly be me. Who is this person inside of me? I used to think clearly and now it's all confusion. I can almost see why a person would hate me. Look at who I am. Is this really me? I can't make one decision or do anything right. This is not the person I once knew. So I ask myself again. Who is this person inside of me?