Who I Am

Feeling suddlening scarred yet know one is aware how i feel or whats the deal Do i dare share with people that suposably care Why is it hard to open up that part of my heart With my walls up all around to scared to let one block down The wall is my defence in my life that not even my children get to touch So only a few know how my head is and where it goes These poems that bring me piece help me express apart of me This is one ive done since young cause i dare not use my tounge If i express all my cares worries love hate pain they would surly say im insane To live in my world you just have to endore and persevere Im not all that smart but my wall surrounds my heart Behind mine eyes you'll see the blocks I'll still Let you see the shine of love i hold for the world inside cause its so stroung you would go on But after that i see and feel the uglness that surounds my wall trying to get to my heart So on my way to fight for happeniss another day. Hoping all children will be ok with less pain and when they grow they will finaly know. that i am rare All of my poems quoet a note of my life and all i hope Those are the blocks i take and share and put it back because im scarred of what they say When i walk away One day before i die ill share When my wall is down i dont walk away cause if you have helped my pain stay Your not going to like looking in my hopful eyes Cause it will fill u with shame by lonnell george