Who I Am

weakness and fears on display motivation seems to fade I mustn't lose sight of the reason i fight For my mind won't let me be I am my own worst enemy line the Target in my sight Even though it's me I see Pull the trigger I just might I got to know I must define This substance unknown that clogs my mind I must find a way got to find what it is i left behind I'm afraid to say The lengths I go to keep you away Access denied You'll never know This knowledge I hide I cannot show For your sake my faith is unknown what lies within cannot be shown This burden I bear I bear alone I dare not share the fear I've known with each passing day my strength it fades Struggle to keep my rage in caged The hate in me mustn't see the light of day As reality drifts further away The darkness grows brighter As the Light Of Hope I desperately need Gets harder and harder for me to see answers will come and soon you'll see Just Who I am Now I know my destiny Finally my mind is free But I fear my time is near Death will come and I will fall I'll be the one to save us all 3/13/22