White Walled Room

I sit here in this white walled room, not knowing what to do, I sit here in my misery, thinking all my wrongs through. All there is to do in here, is think of my mistakes, And think of all the people that have blown me off like flakes. This room is full of people that I truely do despise, But I have done them wrong as well, see myself through their eyes. Its really hard to understand why I mess up so much, But in this white walled room it gives me time to dwell on such. And why I'm so pathetic i guess we will never know, I know I'm stuck in here because the punches that I've thrown. So anyone thats reading of the white walled room I'm in, I'm sorry for what I've destroyed, including ex best friends.