White Noise

Sometimes I sit there Silent Its like a bomb exploded in my brain So much chaos makes me feel insane Yet I sit and I smile And I put on a show For what it’s worth- Nobody knows My presence may be silent but my brain goes wild It’s like full volume in a war zone Anxiety smashing your face in- And a slow needle in your mouth Yet somehow among the noise, I find peace- And I figured I have to get here Each time Each day To truly understand myself And listen past all of the silence Listen to the white noise