Where Is the Real Me

I am Heaven, Because I'm afraid of Darkness I am Hell, Because I don't like the light I am the in between, Because I'm stuck on Earth, lost and confused I am an Angel, Because I want to help people I am a Fallen, Because its for selfish reasons I am neither, Because I am only human Who am I? Where is the real me? I am yet to find her She is out there somewhere Scared, lost and alone I know that she is out there; Hoping, praying; That someone will find her And take her to her person Bring her home I don't know where I am I don't know where to go Maybe I should go left Or maybe I should go right Find me...