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Where Has My Little Girl Gone

He sits there and cries Big tears fall from his eyes “Why, oh why?” He wrings his hands and tries to understand Why I'm curled up in bed No words come to my head There is no answer Just emptiness He whispers... “Where has my little girl gone?” You were the life of the party Friendly and sweet Everyone you’d greet With a smile and hug Now….. You’re just curled up in bed With eyes full of dread Where…. Oh, where has my little girl gone?" His princess, his dream Youngest of his team Unwilling to face life and live She’s stuck in her bed Wants to stay home instead No answer To the words hung in the space Between him and his child His heart's going wild "Where has my little girl gone" "She’s gone, daddy, gone... Somewhere along Seeing Mama die Somewhere along Wondering why Somewhere along Holding broken dreams Somewhere along Stifling her screams Somewhere along Broken heart night Somewhere long Losing the fight Somewhere along Nothing more to give Somewhere along No will to live That’s where, Daddy. That’s where your little girl’s gone" Eileen Manassian Ghali I called this a narrative because it actually happened last time dad came to visit me in Lebanon. We had this conversation in my bedroom, and it broke my heart that I've caused him so much pain. When he calls....he's quick to detect what spirits I'm in. He worries about me. I'm his baby....the little one of the family. Mom had me when she was 41....surprise surprise. After two boys, they really wanted a girl....Well, yes....I have changed...Yes...I was the life of the party. That old sparkle comes back now and again....Life can be difficult, and it wears you down if you let it. I adore my dad. His word was gospel when I was growing up. He was larger than life to me. We share a special bond....He is coming for Christmas....I'm so happy.

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Date: 12/23/2013 12:40:00 AM
Oh my goodness Eileen that is beautiful it actually brought tears to my eyes, have a wonderful Christmas with your Dad and always keep in touch as you only have one Dad and parents are always on borrowed time so make the most of him. I wish you both and your family a very merry Christmas and a happy new year. Vera
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 1/8/2014 3:44:00 AM
Hi Vera....thanks ever so much for this lovely visit. Yes, I've already lost my MAMA, and I can't even bear the thought of something happening to Dad. He is a precious dear soul. Thanks ever so much for the lovely visit. Will get to you soon!
Date: 12/22/2013 9:01:00 PM
That's my beautiful girl....sparkling!!!.so glad dad is coming for tht visit! And guess what...my mom was 40 when she had my youngest brother...and 18 when she had me...poor women..wow..five of us..:-) :-) :-)
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Date: 12/22/2013 9:03:00 PM
Sparkling for the visit...don't like the no will o live part!
Date: 12/22/2013 6:40:00 AM
The little girl never leaves and never forgets despite what life throws at you. She may hide for awhile but her Daddy knows where to find her.This was just beautiful Eileen. Blessings, Carl
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Date: 12/20/2013 3:43:00 PM
ohhh my, what a sensitive and splendid devotion to your father... blessed to have read this, eileen.. simply adorable!... huggs
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/22/2013 4:20:00 AM
Thanks, Nette! He is coming today. Can't wait!!! My daughter arrived last night and is already out shopping with my husband. I'm so blessed. Thanks for visiting and reading...........
Date: 12/20/2013 3:01:00 PM
The main thing is you're still his little girl and always will be. You'll always have somethig to give Eileen, it's part of who you are. We all struggle at times, then come back better than before. Your not losing the fight, you're fighting the fight of life. Remember the words to the this hymn. Fight the good fight, with all thy might, Christ is thy strength and Christ thy right, Lay hold on life and it shall be, thy joy and crown eternally. Take care, Richard
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/22/2013 4:21:00 AM
I'm........speechless. This most be your most serious post, Mr Seal. I thank you.....for knowing when I need comfort. My love and appreciation....
Date: 12/20/2013 12:57:00 PM
Hi Eileen, A truly poignant and honest write..well done! Ken
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/22/2013 4:22:00 AM
Thanks, Ken. This one is a slice of my life cut out of my heart for all to see. I'm glad that you were able to connect with it.
Date: 12/19/2013 1:27:00 PM
- Enjoyable picture of the father and daughter! - <3 U // Anne-Lise :)
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:29:00 PM
Thanks, my sweet dear Anne Lise. Hugs
Date: 12/18/2013 5:56:00 PM
This is very touching and sweet. Good job ~Soup Mail~
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:32:00 PM
Back at ya, my dear. Thanks ever so much for the visit. Hugs
Date: 12/18/2013 4:34:00 PM
Very very sad and very very happy! Coincidently, I'm the youngest of 10 children... 9 girls, then little old me! My mom was 46... whatta celebration in our small town so they tell me... a celebrity of sorts! LOL Similar stories eh! So happy you'll be seeing him at Christmas! Love and joy... Kenny!!! XOXOXOX
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:34:00 PM
Oh..that explains our connection, my dear. You got away with murder too? ;) Yea, I was spoiled...what could I do? I always had men to look after me and fight my cause....TWO older brothers and Daddy dearest. :) Papa comes to Lebanon on Sunday. I have to share him with my older brother, but I will make sure I get my share of time with him...HUGS
Date: 12/18/2013 4:00:00 PM
It's great to hear that he is coming to see you. wow, to be a daddy's girl. I would love that!! I really enjoyed seeing this one, sweetie.
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:37:00 PM
Yea, Dad and I have always been close. At one point a friend predicted that I would never get married cause I would want someone like my dad, and that was just impossible to find! ;) Well, I did get married and Dad and Amir get along really well together, so I'm happy about that. Dad has his Ph.D in education and MA Theology. He specializes in family issues and has done TV and radio programs on this topic. He is an amazing man! I adore him. Thanks, my dear, for the lovely visit.
Date: 12/18/2013 12:36:00 PM
- A good and loving bond between father and daughter - enjoyable that he comes to Christmas - my father will celebrate Christmas with me too. - A touching poem Eileen - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:40:00 PM
I'm so so glad that you will be able to spend this special occasion with your daddy! Hugs!!! Have a great time!
Date: 12/18/2013 9:26:00 AM
Very touchy write of the apple of dad's eyes, Eileen
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:41:00 PM
Oh Dr Ram. You are so sweet. Yes, he often tells me that I'm his world. My daddy made me feel like I'm a princess. He is the only one with whom I can get away with being spoiled and demanding. :) I adore him. Thanks for the visit and kind words.
Date: 12/18/2013 9:24:00 AM
Sad and touching. I'm so glad he will be with you at Christmas. It sounds like you have a special relationship. I missed your visits yesterday.
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:43:00 PM
God willing...Yes! :) :) :) Wishing you all the best as well, my dear.
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Richard Lamoureux
Date: 12/19/2013 1:40:00 PM
Hugs back. I'm sure you will have a wonderful time Eileen.
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/19/2013 1:29:00 PM
Two more days!!!!!!!!!! My daughter comes on Saturday night, and PAPA on Sunday morning.......I've JUST gotten the Christmas spirit. I'm in overdrive. My home will be full of love and laughter...I'm SO excited. I'm sorry I haven't been visiting..........As much! Be patient with me. Hugs

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