Where Do I Begin

Where do i begin.Where do i start.Where do i shatter and fall apart.In the moment of Triumph what will i lack.Support,Strength,Or the ability to attack.Do i pick up my Helmet or do i put it down.This is the moment i could take the crown. What shall i take.When i get to the battlefield i start to shake.I have nothing but my word's.To keep me intact.But i messed up.There was something that i have lacked.Nobody at my side to help me fight the battle.Now my World,Life,and Home is all Shattered. I guess it never really mattered.But i stand up and put my head high.Cause i know i will never have to say bye.You are always there for me no matter what i did.Even when i Fought, Lied, and Hid.I guess.I might not of ever said this but i think i did. Youw ill always be my Dawg but i just gotta say i love you god