Where Are You When I Need You

Don’t pretend to understand me When your frustration and anger, comes first Don’t pretend to nod and listen When all you hear, is what you want You treat me as if I am a brainless idiot! Blaming me because I don’t agree with you Because I won’t let you control me I am a big girl living an independent life So, don’t pretend to know how I feel When you only believe the lies you convince yourself, I am Don’t say you love me, when your ego takes precedence over my feelings Dreaming of what you want us to be Dreaming of me, from a far Leaving me alone, to problem solve, on my own I do this to show I care To show you I am responsible All I want is for us to be on the same page, sharing our love again Laughing, kissing I need your love and attentiveness I need to feel your nurturing warmth Instead of taking it away from me Knowing my vulnerabilities Deliberately hurting me You told me you were my knight in shining armour Where are you, when I need you?