Where Are You?

I ask myself where I have been I don't know if I have been in a dream Or if I have been somewhere else People say that you can control you dreams If that is true, I vote for somewhere else I often see images of greener pastures Sometimes those images seem so far away Sometimes they seem so close Up and down, is the way I live my life When I am up, I feel down When I am down, I feel even lower Day to day I don't know who I am looking at I look at the mirror and wonder where I am I wonder what I am doing, and how I feel The numbness is always there But I don't always feel it, I have things that take priority over that, Then I will have times with nothing Nothing to fill my time.... THAT is when I ask, Where are you?