Where Am I

So many places, And still not done. No one wants me, Not even my own family. If I would have just listened, None of this would've happened. Yeah I messed up, Now no one cares. They only see the bad, Never the good. If I could take it all back, I would in a heartbeat. I just wanna be myself, And have the life I should. In a real home with my family. Not a fake one. I'm sick and tired of being lied to, I'm tired of getting in trouble for the dumbest things. I don't want to live in a place where I'm not wanted. Will someone awake me from this horrible nightmare? I swear I'll be better! Please will someone listen... Just this once?