When You Said Goodbye

Do you hear the wind as it blows my hair in my eyes? Do you hear the car honk as the cars speed by? Do you hear my heart break when you say goodbye? do you hear the scream masked by my silence? I can't hear anything but, the voice in my head saying, "I told you he'd leave." you don't see the knife your words make cut deep into my heart and end its steady beating. you don't know that as you stand there with your smug smile and confident stance, my world is spinning out of control and I can feel the floor slip out from under my flip flops. And You will never know how close I came to loosing my cool, and crumbling into a pile of rubble, just the destroyed remains of a once happy girl.