When Will You

When will you come back into my life mom I miss you so much that's it's not even hartd to describe the missing part of you. When will you learn to accept me as your birth daughter you made me. When will you feel happy around me when I myself feel extremly happy whenever I'm around you. When will you appreciate my love toward you,dad, my siblings, and the rest of my familly. When will you realize the truth that you and I are blood which means that we are related. When will you love yourself first I know it's hard to do this but you can do it momma. When will you believe in me that I can do anything if I put my mind to it. When will you come and see me don't lie to please to me for the second time I already am hurt. When will you come to my weding yes I'm talking to you have you been ignoring me. When will you help me out or better yet help yourself out with your own big issues that you keep on ignoring. When will you be that strong women that I know you are momma keep your head up high. When will you become a well intellgent,head up high , with confedence, within yourself type of queen. That you know that you are and can become one if you just stop looking so misable. When will you stop having regrets about giving me and another one of your children up for adoption. MOmma I kinda of undersatnd why you had to do what you did. When will you.