When Will I Shine

I laugh in the face of pain because for I have already faced it I look at the faces of others who lost their mother, father, sister or brother I used to crave for comfort but all I got was more hurt Broken hearted when I was left in dirt So how should I feel for another when Im left with no one? No hope for the future because for I am no one And when I look at the sun I try to look beyond But then Im blinded by its awake ness Trying to find my tears I search for my fears but wait there already here Oh how dread looks me in my face and ponders I look for a space and wonder is this it am I like no other.