When We Win By Sin

We share memories in the form of many old sins must we show our anger to hide our lack of affection try to strive for a heaven a place that don't fit think you speak to its keeper but I am quite sure he quit one our kind long ago even tho we try ever so desperately to reach the kingdom in the sky I am pretty sure your in for a shock when you reach the gates to find how tight they're locked as the clouds turn to black the pretty image fades falling falling falling it's too late to be saved what is the limit of evil you can pray into false forgiveness by a God who carries hate in a very dark place is where my mind has gone maybe its the truth of a unforgivable outcome When you win by sin the devil's addiction is his own special magic that breeds from temptation evermore you search for the former self buried under layers of fire your discover a private hell I'm sure you'll serve it well as you did in life taking the easy road even though it isn't right you bring harm to your love that just wasn't strong enough the weak accept defeat before it really comes First you lose the trust you feel you earned with pride when sins the only way then your God don't speak inside instead he lets you fail for the pleasure that you treasure how can I be a hero when my power doesn't measure to the wave of sinners who wish to come convert when no one can believe my good name or hold it to my word for this just makes it worse enticing me into just another sinner in a world headed for doom.