When I Say

When I say “I know undying love “I mean I'm loved no matter what and nothing will change that. When I say "I'm saved by grace" I mean I've been given new life I don't deserve, because an innocent man sacrificed himself so I could be set free and forgiven. When I say "I've been forgiven of my sins" doesn't mean I can do whatever I want and have no guilt, it means I know I've slipped up and I earnestly, honestly seek forgiveness and boldly proclaim it and lay it down for all to see. When I say "I have overflowing joy" doesn't mean I haven't suffered through hardships, it means I've overcome them because He overcame and a beautiful spirit prevails through it all. When I say “Hosanna in the highest " it's not another phrase, it's a desperate cry for help with arms stretched wide. When I say "I am yours" it mean I'm surrendering all that I am, giving it all up, this life is not my own, I live for you, I long to be with you, I'm asking for you to open my eyes to the things unseen, to learn to love like you have, and to break my heart for the things that break yours, everything I am is for your Kingdoms cause. As I walk into eternity it's like spring time with you making everything new. When I say my prayers I can feel, hear, and see by the power of the holy spirit, his divine enablement placed in me, because here I am, I'm found on my knees as I'm drawing nearer I'm desperate for Him, to know every part of Him, to stop holding on and let Him hold me in His arms. He drenched my soul when mercy and grace unravel, I hunger and thirst like His Almighty storm stirring within me, like a rushing crashing wave breathing inside me. That is what I say.