When I Get To Heaven

The blow to my neck, was too much. I fall down in pain, but no one knows, That I intentionally set up my own death. I sat there hanging, my neck broken in two, My true dream had been reached, At the moment when I heard my neck snap, all the way through. I chose for this to happen, my life was just too much. The lies, the hate, the killing! I knew i couldn't take it anymore, I had to save myself, Before I reached his evil touch. He reached for me, and I ran away, I pleaded for him, but I knew I couldn't take the pain. So I put myself through death, To take away his gain. The devil has many tricks, he almost pulled me in, But God was much to smart for him, For before I was to die, God invited me onto his table of forgiveness, and took me into heaven.