When I Close My Eyes

When I close my eyes I see us together Wrapped in a warm loving embrace You are kissing me You are caressing me Our hearts beating as one Time seems to be standing still You are loving me again No other fills your heart You whisper in my ear “Baby I am sorry for everything You are the only one that I want and love” My heart skips a beat As tears roll down my face God has sent you back to me I open my eyes And you are gone and no longer there No longer mine For you love and are with another Tears run down my face As reality sets in again My heart and mind shredded and shattered once again Pain and heartbreak consumes me I reach out for the only thing that remains of you Your pillion, you scent lingers there I hold it tight to my chest It is all that I have left of you along with the memories I wish the vision I see when I close my eyes was real I pray to God for him to send you back to me To make you mine for the rest of time