When I Become a Mama

Maybe I’m still young or maybe I’ve already missed the train But I still want to dream about the future and my happy life I still want to have children and teach them what I've learned I still want to tell them my story and how I fought When I become a mama I will teach my son how to respect his sister how to be a real man by his manly charm not by his rude character I will teach him how to express his feeling to the others and there is no theory says only weak men cry and there is no rule affirming that men are monster's children I will tell him how it feels to be a heartbroken How it feels to be rejected and ignored How painful it is when someone shows up your heart in public when you never wanted it to happen when I become a mama I will introduce to my son my best friend miss distance I will let him spend a holiday with her without my presence I want to help him understand the true meaning of love by this experience that when we love there is no place for doubt or boredom in our hearts and wherever we go we still can take care of our lovers the more we are far away the more our feelings grow like a herbs I will plant in his pure garden my sensitive sensation and I will etch on his white brain my precious citations Don’t be ashamed when you fall in love better to feel like a fool in life than guilty ’cause of your prideful side when I become a mama I will show my daughter my real face and before I became her number one bias I was made of glass I fell 4 billion times and I broke and I took time to heal my scars I will teach her that girls have one mutual pride and they all fight for one mutual point is to be respected as a human not used as an object and the irresistible female beauty is living under their superficial vestments and before making up her face she needs to learn how to make up her mind I want her to understand that the equality between men and women doesn’t mean acting like them till she loses her feminine charm but it means doing what she can do to build a strong personality but never let go of her sweet charisma just as her favourite barbie does When I become a mama I will help my kids find their way and reach their dreams I will respect their choices and support their decisions when I become a mama I will be the person that I needed to meet when I was young but unfortunately never found…