When Does It End

when does it end? I'm so tired sometimes I don't want to go on the memories so vile I just want them gone Flashbacks so real they fill me with fear the panic that consumes me is so severe I'm so tired of fighting and still so afraid it all seems so hopeless my life a charade how much more can I take the days all blend exhaustion has set in the nightmares transcend I'm so tired I just want it all to end